i had the worse nightmare last night.
don't ask me what.
i do not wish to reminisce it.
i can only say that i woke up from my sleep in tears.

i only know, that i'm afraid of losing *her.

dear, never ever leave me.
im afraid.
i'm selfish. yes i am.
i just want you all for myself.

d'ya wish that for yourself too?

i've never felt so much for a person at all.
to a point that these nightmares can bolt me up from my sleep.
(and in the end, straining my neck as a result).
i've never loved someone so much before.
to a point where im so afraid of losing *her.
*she means so much to me, that i do not know how to live my life without *her.
i... need *her so badly.
that i crave for *her everyday.

da, i love you so much.
d'ya know that?

never, ever leave me, ok?