alright.
im farked and i spiffed.
lack of sleep. im a light sleeper.
i kill whoever comes in my way.
ok.
something to cheer me up.
our cactuses grew more lil babies.
ah.
precious lil ones.
=D
anyhoos.
love's having lecture now.
shall slack for an hour then talk to her when she's back.
adios.
you are the PAIN in the ASS. you know who you are.
dear, the pics are wonderful memory of us and ah fat. do u noe i can rmb each one of them and when we took the pics tgt? its like permanantly etched in my head. u are in my memory now and forever.
my love, you are the best thing ever to happen.
your tears are as precious as your love.
now hush my lil one, dry your tears.
my heart aches each time i see you cry.
remember, i love you.
always.
C=
oh my holly goodness.
i seriously have been neglecting this blog for quite awhile.
hope it havent started growing cobwebs and all.
pffft.
im seriously crazy about hello kitty.
she is, adorable.
this cat is usually nicknamed as the cat without a mouth.
but i think that's the adorable part.
recently, my love has ordered items online from mykittylove.com
here are the pictures!
alrighty.
im off to kill some ants.
im falling aslp infront of the com.
staring right into the sch com screen.
aircon's exceptionally not cold today.
school's scimping on the classroom aircon cost.
whatever.
i'm off to kill some computer virus.
ciaoz.
it's shitty enough to have time past so quickly.
it's even worse when time decides to go against you.
da's right.
when you want the time to pass quick, it decides to crawl.
but when u are having so much fun and you want time to come to a standstill or pass slowly, it will let itself take the expressway.
time, you are shitty. d'ya know that? you are being a bitch.
sighs.
i spent the whole of today with*her.
before she flies back to aussie.
again.
time decides to go against us by passing so quickly.
god dammit.
today will be the last day i can touch her, until she comes back 4 months later.
someone, kill me please.
lovely's packing up now.
i wish i can hold her back and i long to tell her so much, that i cant bear to see *her go.
but yet, i cant be selfish.
life, is so unfair.
shit.
if the world is fair, then, it would be a much better place to live in.
gawd. im being random.
im done emo-ing in here.
off to kill some birds.
ciaoz.
okays, let's see.
miss diary,
im up at 12.30am to update my blog before it collects dust and spider web again.
and to hump on my project proposal which my lecturer decided that it's not done up to his standard.
pfft. like what da says, a lecturer who knows how to talk, but no action taken.
whatever.
thank god he has just decided to pin-point at certain paragraphs.
and not the whole proposal.
i sure, and i swear, will screw his balls out if he does that.
tsk.
im online with my love right now.
using my new macbook.
i swear, my wireless connection is farked up. ( i hope my connection won't die as im writing this entry, else...)
aunt and uncle's back from HK.
lunching with them and grams and folks tmr.
SICC. (go figure out where's that).
im feeling all so hungry and brain dead right now.
i need my dosies tonight with *her before i hit the sack.
good night.
okays.
i can do a proper update in here for today.
ahem. -rubs hands-
i have been neglecting my blog for quite awhile.
busy patoh-ing with my dada.
back from aust, so lil time, so many things to do together.
ahhh...
im online with her now.
am at grams.
brot along my macbook.
my dumbo lover gg out for dinner later.
im gg to be left alone for a few hours.
goosies! (new emo word i created, guna put it in the tendy and joyce dictionary)
heh.
alrighty.
i cant think of anything to blog in here for now.
adios!
gonna do a quick update before heading out.
finally, i wont dread having no chance to talk to my love.
got a new macbook.
my old one, officially died on me.
bye.
6 days after my wisdom surgery.
and i had nothing into my stomach except for porridge and oats.
and more medications.
i feel like ripping my intestines inside out.
it's an excruciating torture to my stomach.
i think, that whatever im gonna input into my tum tum now.
im hell sure that i'll regurgitate. anytime.
acks.
anyhooows.
im up with a conversation with my dearest now.
on skype.
since morning actually.
but i try to give her time to study for her exams.
we have plenty of quality time when u come back.
-smiles-
my new phone is behaving propa.
no malfunctions.
no lousy paintwork.
satisfied.
cept for the part that i made a fool outta myself by calling up samsung to check on how to switch to the front lens camera, when it is actually used for video calls.
and i got all so delirious when my inbox msgs went hay-wired. (when actually new msgs are all scattered all over the place).
mindfarked. i need to cool off.
chill chill chill.
i had the worse nightmare last night.
don't ask me what.
i do not wish to reminisce it.
i can only say that i woke up from my sleep in tears.
i only know, that i'm afraid of losing *her.
dear, never ever leave me.
im afraid.
i'm selfish. yes i am.
i just want you all for myself.
d'ya wish that for yourself too?
i've never felt so much for a person at all.
to a point that these nightmares can bolt me up from my sleep.
(and in the end, straining my neck as a result).
i've never loved someone so much before.
to a point where im so afraid of losing *her.
*she means so much to me, that i do not know how to live my life without *her.
i... need *her so badly.
that i crave for *her everyday.
da, i love you so much.
d'ya know that?
never, ever leave me, ok?
i got too bored staying at home.
that i decided to go out with my mum today.
to vivo. better than coping myself at home.
ah. boredom will so really kill me.
anyways.
i am so guna trade my old samsung phone for a new one.
darn. i still have to pay $200 for it because my phone value dropped till $90 because of the condition of my phone. (peeling of the casing for u700. known problem. pfft. manufacturer didnt do it well, consumer will bear the consequences. how selfish. tsk).
anyways.
im getting the u900. samsung soul.
better quality, better functions.
more worth the money.
o wells.
phone didnt come in today, so i had to reserve one.
collect tmr.
hopefully this new phone dun disappoint me like how my previous one did.
or else, i will totally give up on samsung phones already.
gahs.
im online with my love now.
hp low batt.
cant get a min away from my majesty.
need to talk to her badly.
ah!!!!
ahem. ok.
anyways.
shall talk a lil about my after-surgery.
right cheek still slightly swollen.
ice-packed, but still a lil sore.
i look so square-faced now.
pffft.
okays.
i better put my full 100% attention on da now.
laters!
2nd day after my surgery.
cheeks swelling up, like a puffer fish.
-puff up cheeks-
owww.
weather's so cold today.
so's at dada's side.
i can hear the wind blowing vigorously over the phone.
ah. my poor love.
anyhooos.
am on the skype phone with dada now.
carrying joyce jr on her shoulder.
shooooo cute.
-grins-
anyhooos.
i shall update till here for now.
laters.
okays.
i just had my two impacted wisdom teeth extracted.
holy cows.
i sure feel very uncomfortable after the surgery.
and now, i cant even talk, except to mumble and MMMmmmm all the way.
i feel like a dumb dumb now.
acks.
anyhoows.
my darn msn is not working.
hell knows why.
im spitting blood now.
due to the wound.
i seriously feel like a vampiress now.
who just prayed on a victim's blood.
acks.
Ok.
i can officially blog in here.
finally found a way to pretty up my page using beautiful templates, other than the ones offered here in blogger.
here's the web address if anyone's interested.
i will update the web addresses of the designs i sourced from soon. =)
http://www.pyzam.com/bloggertemplates
anyhooos.
im due for my surgery tomorrow.
surprisingly, im not the least afraid.
i haver *her. so, i have the courage.
i promised i will be strong for her.
so i will.
right-O's love?
*she is a miracle. she comforts me. she soothes me.
yes she does. im loved. very loved.
anyhooows.
my love's coming home to me soon.
i cant wait to be in her arms again.
ah.... 17, please arrive soon.
